wad a day!!!

erm,i spoilt my dae myself!feelin confuse,lousy,n angry at myself!

todae i made someone flare up.first time,ppl flare up right into my face.really shocked la.didnt noe,could make him so hot .well,sorry.

nt my intention to purposely ignore u .i really thought u tokin to e guy sittin beside u.but wadever i sae ,guess u wont believe me.i muz be a hypocrite in yr eyes huh.neednt explain much.

its ok,if u continue to be angry at me.but i juz wan to let u noe,i really treasure u as my fren.

[shermaine]

sunday!!!

first of all, i really want to thanks shermaine, always changing our blogskin, great job sher!=)next time, IF have the chance, i shall do the job. hehe.
today's sermon was great. really see the importance of the message. the first thing was that, i learnt that the cause of us not having faith is that we fear. we always do things with our own power and might, but we didnt realise that nothing can be accomplish without the spirit of God. we shall not fear that we will fail if we will to thrust our everything into God's hands. we shall believe that he will bring us to greater heights and make the impossible possible.
second thing that i leant from today's sermon is that we will only be able to hear from God when our heart is ready, and we shall not doubt or disobey God. when we obey God, he will pour his blessings on us. but if we were to doubt him or disobey him, he will take away everything from us. Pastor told us about his personal experience and i think that it applies to many of us. many a time, we often thinks that whatever we possessed belongs to us, and when people try to borrow it, we refuse to lend. but the fact is, we possessed nothing. everything in this world belongs to God. this story of his really impacted me alot.
well, its another great sunday. hope everyday will be as great!=)

i woke up at 9.30..pretty early!yesterdae i finally gt baptize!really a wonderful feeling,which cannot be put in words.i hav die to my old self n born again as a new creation.THERE IS NO MORE TURNING BACK!

oh ya,family,thanks for coming to witness my baptism n e flowers.haha..really like e flowers la.

HAPPY BIRHDAY TO ME!!!

happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me..happy birthday to me!!!haha..today's my birthday..im so happy!!!=D
had a really great celebration in school..all thanks to my sisters and friends..you guys are just so marvellous..leaving me with the most memorable birthday celebration i ever had..all the disappointments and sadness i used to have the past few weeks..had been all covered up by today's fun!
thanks everyone for all the blessings, well wishes and the presents..i really appreciate all of them..will be posting up some pictures and videos later on..
had cake eating competition during recess time..but we had a tie again..will be competing on water tomorrow..wonder who will be the winner!
at night..went to have dinner with my family..and my sis just got back from turkey..and she bought a necklace for me as my birthday present..thanks sis..=)
last but not least..i got a word of encouragement from my teacher!yahoo!this is like the first time in the year i got words of encouragement from teacher..was so happy when he says i did show improvement..isnt that great?!haha..=)

[fel]

went to nanyang poly

oh well,todae i had a lot of fun wif my girlfrenz..they areally brighten up my dae!

my sch brought e sec 4&5 to nanyang poly open houz todae.e open house really cannot be compared to ngee ann's.ngee ann did such a great job in their open houz.unlike nanyang,i didnt fell welcome n i think e courses were nt well explained.they hav limited choices.so we were quite disappointed la..expecting alot fr them.

but on e other hand,i enjoyed my time in nanyang poly,bcuz i was wif my gerfrenz.we ate had their macdonald's n chat like siao.ltr we took a lot of pic n laughed like crazy.really very funny.its all posted up already[scroll down]..

spent an hr + chattin n shoppin at their shoppin arcade.but spent less than 30 min lookin at their booths.however,i think my time is nt wasted,cuz i gt to catch up wif my frenz.happy!

anyway tml gttin baptize liao..haha..god has great plans for me!ppl,if u hav time,muz come hor!at tct,7.30 !thanks!
[rmb to take a look at e pic]

[shermaine]

weirdo on e run!

fun fun fun

hey everyone!it has been such a long time i felt this happy..=)
had a super fun recess today..continuing from yesterday's fun..the challenge for today was to see which gang could finish a 1.5L of mineral water the fastest..
well..in the end..we had a tie..but for our gang..the water was mostly spilled on the floor..all thanks to joan and me..haha..tomorrow we will be competing on pockey..=)
today was also the first basketball game for B'girls of this season..well..we did not play at our best..but we still won!!!not trying to put the other school down..but just stating the facts..
overall..had a great day today..=)

ps: shermaine..i did go into the court to play ok..

crap!

todae was about to fall aslp in class..really tired!slpt late last nite.

man,todae i had a crazy recess!guess wad,we had a eating competition,organized by ourselves.we too lame already.total there were 11 of us.we bought our food n sat down .aft e count of 3,we started eatin like super fast lor.e last one to finish had to put back all our plates!joan was really eatin like i donno wad.rice all over her mouth.she really stuffed herself..all of us were like"wow,joan slow down!"..on e other hand,josephine was laughin uncontrollably.e last 2 were felicia n josephine.in e end fel beat jo.so jo ver y paiseh n had to put back all e plates.everybody was like lookin at her,y such her thin ger,holdin so many plate!super funny n malu.by e way,we will be competing on water tml.i think all of us will" wet" ouselves.haha..

but i myself spoilt my dae..when we were waitin for our teacher to arrive.i went to sit beside taiyi n began to tok to him.suddenly,kc demanded him to stand up n wanted to hav e chair to put his leg!wad attitude,started to shout at taiyi.i really dislike this kind of ppl lor.anyhow bully ppl.when taiyi pushed e chair towards him,he lifted e chair n threw it at taiyi.does he even hav brains,he was so close to injuring taiyi.he didnt ended his nonsense.he ranted on n on,wantin to pick up a fight wif taiyi.i could no longer hold e anger in me."shut e hell up la!!!!!"i screeched!e whole class fall into silence n look at me.man,i juz cannot stand ppl like him,who onli bully e weak,making use of others.i tolerate him for a yr plus liao.how i wish he can gt out of my side.

disappointed in myself,cuz i think i didnt set a gd example for my fellow bro n sis .this also become a chance for others to sae"oh ,christian behave like this wan ah.."somehow,let them hav e advantage to blemish christians..sry everyone!

[shermaine]

haven been bloggin for almost a week..alot of things happened for e past week,especially on fri!

fri really full of ups n downs.one min i was feelin i was e luckiest person in e world,but e next i fell as if i was crushed!but i will onli blog about e happy part!on fri morning,i went to sch as usual.was greeted by fren wif a loud"happy bdae".heart warming la.thought tts all.but ltr ine aft,i went to a macdonald near my sch wif my bunch of gd frenz.when i reached there .i onli saw 2 of them,e rest were missing.i thought they would turn up sonner or ltr.so didnt think much.aft 30 min,they arrived wif a flowers n a teddy bear in e middle.wah,i was shocked lor.they ran all e way to lot one to gt e flowers n came back.juz becuz i said i would like to hav flowers for my bdae.really very touched la!thanks !

i gt back to sch for prayer meetin,yanling they all also came up wif a surprise.haiz,long story.yanling wanted to pull me away,so she acted a show.sit ouside e toilet n etc.very malu lor.suddenly fel n cherie were holdin a cake!again,i was shocked.they really very sweet la.

at nite ,went to print shirt for billy then ltr on went for cell.when we were about to end.ky walked fr behind wif a cake n everyone started to sind birthdae song.wah,e atmosphere is really special.could feel so much love.great to hav my family celebratin for me.happy! but abit disappointed by my family,cuz they didnt celebrate for me.my dad ask me on sun morning"yr frenz celebrate for u yr bdae already rite?so no nid liao hor..".wad e crap.like tt also can ah.sad case la!nt even a single "happy birthdae"came out fr their mouth!none of them.wad to do,they feel tt its nt important!
will upload e pic soon..

by e way guys, sometimes when i walked past u or saw u,but didnt sae hi or smile, dosnt mean i attitude or don wan to tok to u!i am also nt pretendin nt to see u !i did see u ..i juz donno whether if i shld go up n tok to u..so i rather remain quiet.if u wanna tok to me,muz let me noe.JUZ STOP ME LA..don wan because of this change our friendship!

if on fri dae u didnt said tt to me,my dae would be so complete!

[shermaine]

unlike shermaine..had a really bad day today..
first of all..failed my maths test and got lectured by my maths teacher who kept throwing me all the negative comments..the problem is not i dont't know how to do or i never study..the problem is i was having a terrible stomache and headache on that day..i didnt even know exactly what i was doing on that day..
the second thing that irritates me the most was what one of my friend said to me..he kept commenting on me and dumping me with all the demoralising comments when i am already demoralised enough..he still refuses to keep quiet when i showed him the foul face..in the end..out of fustration..i shouted at him and i stormed off..i know this was not right but he was already pushing me to my limit..
so warning to all..dont come and talk to me if you are there to demoralies me..
[fel]

wad a dae..i am kinda happy todae.cuz i onli gt 3 hmk,compo,comphre,maths n one test..it is considered very little liao.thank god !he givin me a break.really burstin last nite.study for bio n phy sic test.crap sia.but i am prepared for more hmk n test in e upcomin mths.bo bian la.no battle then wont hav victory.so muz fight!

next fri,gttin baptize...i wonder wad path god has pave for me.glad i made e decision to gt baptise.cuz i wan to announce to e world i belong to HIM n onli HIM.still haven invite frenz.lazy to write e cards.but i will make an effort to write la by this sun!nv gonna quit!haha..

i nid lots of things.

juz saw keith post on e ipod phone.super cool lor..really wan to hav it.e function r superb!!touch screen,use finger to scroll.really awesome phone.gt censor ,can hav potrait or landscape mode,juz nid to turn e phone !wah..really gd invention.too bad,still haven gt into e asian market..most probably enter our market next yr!cant wait to gt my hands on tt phone!haha..

anyway ,my mp3 earpiece spoil .irritatin lor.muz waste money go buy new one.actually i haven been listening to it for mths.but last weeekend,a fren of mine send me some songs.gt "addicted" to it.cant help but keep listening to it on mp3 .i think e earpiece blast for too long,then now nt functioning well.very soft,even on full volume!guess gotta gt anew one over e weekends.

sch really draining me.tired.lots of test..starting to hate goin to sch!e hmk really piling up like crazy.do till siao.nid a breather..BUT I NT GONNA QUIT!

[shermaine]

this week

back to blog again..
just wondering hows everyone feeling this week?for me..i felt quite drained out even though its just the first week of actual lessons for me..for this past whole week..there isnt a day whereby i would be doing something that i like(except for sunday)..
for weekdays..all my time would be used up by school activities and homworks..didnt even have the time to watch tv shows which i like..
saturday..was out the whole day..went to meet ahma(kaiyun) for lunch and discussed about some matters..after that..BN144 meeting..then immediately rushed down to Bangkit for a BBQ..which didnt turn out as well as i think it would be..didnt eat anything..kind of regretted for going..
sunday..almost whole day out again..after service and processing..went home straight away..lots of thoughts were running through my head when i was in the train..especially when shermaine and i was discussing whether this year would really be a victorious year for us all..although i kept telling shermaine to persevere on..shall not give up cause the battle has not even started..but deep inside..im struggling..
im tired of this kind of life..24/7..almost every hour im busy with things..what if i lost the battle?would i still have faith to think that i will win the next time?at this crucial point of time..i really cannot afford to lose any battle..if not...
anyway..i need someone to teach me chemistry..anyone volunteer to do so?
[[fel]]

well last nite went out wif some frenz for a movie.initially didnt wan to go .wasnt feelin well.didnt wan to disappoint them so i went.they treated me la.cuz they won bursary n schlarship.now,they r loaded.we watched "kungfu mahjong 3"..we went in wif e mindset tt e movie gonna be okok onli.but man,e show was damn POWER!funny like siao..haha..too bad,my head was spinning,if nt i would laugh like mad lor!its a hongkong movie.u all muz watch in a grp,then u gonna luagh even more.but,e language a bit crude la.overall 4/5 stars.headed home alone aft tt,e rest continued to play arcade.didnt follow them cuz very haggard.oh ya,i really enjoyed watchin e movie wif them,their laughter is contagious!thanks.

todae went for belle 144 meetin then went home.couldnt really catch her when she explaining.cuz my in in a blank.she's too fast for me.will pay close attention next time.they very sweet ,celebrated those jan babies bdae.i was one of them.haha.

erm,seriously for my birthdae,i don wan expensive gifts.for me,i would choose a stalk of flower or bdae card with all yr heart felt words rather than a bag or photoframe.haha...i wan things tt come fr bottom of yr heart!its e heart tt counts.,NT E PRICE!HINT:this year,if somebody give me bouquet of flowers,i think i will happy till siao.haha..thick skin hor.nvm la,once a yr onli.so ppl,u noe wad to do ah.

[shermaine]

school is really killing me

hey people..in the midst of my busy school work..im here to blog..hehe..=)
for all i can say..school is really killing me..never had i thought that school work can really kill me..its only the third day of my school reopen..the homework i got to complete is like one week supply of homework..schooling isnt that great afterall..
but look on the bright side..i got really good teachers teaching me..with them..im so sure i would be able to attain what i want to get in my o'level..
well..training is torturing too..as tournament is around the corner..training has besome more and more intensive..first training of 2007..was forced to run 4km..almost fainted..long time never run already..
good news of this week..i passed my Amaths retest..praise the Lord..haha..didnt prepare much for the test..yet i managed to pass..really thank God for that..=)

[fel]

sch is stressful!haven even finish e 1st wk n alredy buai tahan..teacher hav been emphasizing on O LEVELS like siao lor.every single dae n period.teachers sae "u muz start now,if nt u cannot gt yr A1".now,my mind is all in a whirl.donno if i shld really study so hard.bcuz i somehow fell that my future job is wanting to serve god.now my dream job,is workin in an environment like trybe,where i can serve youth,meetin new ppl everydae.reachin out to others,givin them a little hope.i don want to be OL ,sit in office everydae ,draft propasal.no meaning la!

but i noe god has his plans for me,so i no nid to worry.juz fufill my responsibility as a student.don over work n don underwork!

back to blog!!

hey ppl i am finally bloggin again..this few daes have been quite busy.but also quite lazy to blog la.sch started proper todae.had lessons.e 1st lesson was maths..my palms became sweaty as soon as e teacher stepped into e class.i knew he would announce e amaths retest results todae.he said"let me give e class a piece of gd news".he began to give prizes for those top 5 retakers.i could nt help but kept prayin ,hopin i would pass,even though i knew i could nt make it.he gave out e papers one by one.as every sec past,i grew more nervous n impatient.he stopped giving out e papers n announced tt there r 4 failures n I WAS ONE OF THEM!!"die liao die liao..god i honoured u by goin for cell advance.but y u give me this type of bad news.WHY WHY WHY????"i questiones god.i didnt hav e energy to carry on my lessons.at tt moment,my world seem to fall into darkness.total silence.nth could enter my ear or brain.i stared into blank space,fighting back my tears!i was crushed!sad sad sad..really lost!
e teacher asked e failures up for questioning,one by one.when e class was doin their work.i was e 2nd to be called up.i didnt even wan to ans e question he asked.wads e pt when i noe i hav to drop amaths if i failed.until his last sentence,i almost cried out!"i will give u a chance.go home n write a letter suggestin wad u gonna do to improve yr maths .hand it to me tml n i may consider allowin u to stay on". i was dumbfounded.IT WAS GOdS GRACE N MERCY!gos is working.he answered my prayer.bcuz last nite,i prayed to him"lord,i noe my results cannot make it.but lors yr destiny n purpose for me is gd. so i ask of yr mercy n grace to be upon me.let e teacher give me a 2nd chance to stay on studyin amaths.onli u can help me.father i nid u to help me,n i noe its seems impossible to accomplished!"n todae,e prayer was answered.
isnt god amazing?this really emphasize tt prayer is a powerful weapon.PRAY UNTILL SMTH HAPPEN!believe him whole heartedly.lean onto him ONLI.he can make e impossible ,POSSIBLE..
now i am gonna pray for my letter to be accepted..haha.ppl wait for my gd news!!
oh ya ,e pictures below r taken during last wk camp.run by trybe.we had to dress business casual.it was a first tiem for many of us..enjoy!
[shermaine]

back from camp

hey everyone..it's been quite some time since i last blogged..was away for a camp this past few days..really enjoyed myself in this camp..and my group A5 is the best team i ever had..thank you guys..all of you are my joy in this camp..=)

Day1 - reported to school in business casual(photos will be uploaded soon)..first time wearing this type of attire..felt weird in the first place..but got used to it at the later part of the day..learn about dining etiquette..seriously..think that we didnt put what we've learn into use..our table is creating lots of noise when we were at Jack's Place..but really must thank TRYBE for providing us such a sumptous lunch..=)
our first day wasnt very great afterall..everything was quite disorganized and instructions given out were not clear..there's also not much interaction between us and our facilitator, Dalston..
the only thing great about first day was that i finally have time to sit down and have some personal time with my friends..havent had the time to catch up with them during the two months holiday cause im always busy with stuff when they asked me out..really thank them for always been there and not leaving me..you girls are great..=)
Day2 - had problem waking up early in the morning again..even attitude cherie when she asked me to wake up..really sorry for that..but finally manage to drag myself out of bed when someone told me my group is waiting outside for me to have breakfast together with them..felt really bad when i heard that..
skipped breakfast cause i dont feel like eating..was asked to gather at the lobby to be briefed for our Islandwide Treasure Hunt..at the beginning..our whole team was like super sian..i even suggested to give up and return back to kranji sec immediately..but seeing how enthu james(one of my team mate) was..my whole group's spirit suddenly got high..really thanks to him..=)met quite a number of difficulties here and there during the hunt..like taking the wrong bus..etc..but none of us wanted to give up..we try to give it or best shot for the whole hunt..not wasting a single minute..
had quite serious motion sickness and had to take bus to certain stations..felt quite terrible..but i really must thanks my team..especially Dalston..for taking care of me for all the bus rides..you guys are really marvellous..love you guys..=)
although we didnt complete all the six stations..but at least we achieved what we actually aimed for..before the hunt starts..i was thinking that conflicts and arguements are definitely going to happen in between the hunt..but to my great surprise..we didnt had any..those leading were doing a great job(mervin alex james and Dalston)..the followers were also following willingly..even though we didnt win the top prize..but i think we won something even greater than the top prize..and that is the relationship we built during the hunt..

last but not least..to my team A5..im really sorry for shouting at you guys..my eagerness to finish the race fast had made me lose my temper..if i had offended anyone during the hunt..i really want to apologies for that..and thanks guys for tolerating my nonsense..even though im the leader of the group..but i have no right to scream at you guys..really glad that none of you hate me cause of that..

Group A5 is the best!

[[fel]]

believe n it will happen!!!

do u all believe in prayin until something happen?i used to doubt in e past,but yesterdae i totally believe in prayin til somethin happen!

ever since i received christ,all i wished is for my best friends to be saved!so i started to pray for them whenever they appear in my mind.i will earnestly invite them for church evangelistic events.they would turn up but wont invite lord into their lifes.i staretd to question god about his power.but he told me,they r running away fr him nt me.six mths past n none of them have been saved!but i juz continued to pray for their salvations.

actually,i was quite sad e past one wk or so.cuz 2006 was nearing n none of my frenz r saved.until one of my best fren smsed me n told me he is willing to tag along wif me to church.i prayed so intensely for him.1st time pray till like siao.by god's grace he came for service!!
he was convicted by god n ACCEPTED CHRIST!!wah,cant explain e happiness in me.intoxicated wif joy lor.e impossible happened la. prayer really works.best new year's present i received fr god n my fren in my past 15 yrs of life.such an awesome year.

i believe we will win win win in this year!every one jia you.juz be a child n believe in god.ask n it will be given.have faith in him!he gonna pave our way!haha...

super happy!
[shermaine]

first post of year 2007

well.spent this year's new year countdown with my spiritual family at expo..it was great..i think its the best new year countdown i ever had and i am sure that i will be spending alot more new year countdown with my spiritual family..=)
lost my voice on the first day of the year..but i really enjoyed myelf to the fullest..allthe praise songs were marvellous..especially singing them all at the top of your voice and dancing to the beat of the music..=)
all the fun and joy i had were indescriptable..i really want to thank God for everything..if not for him..i dont know where i would be now..=)
after this new year countdown..all i can say is..Ronghui and most fo his sons are really great dancers..especiallyRonghui..although he is already 30..but he has got the energy of a 15 year-old youth..=)
the best present we got from God this new year is Billy's salvation..this proves that with God..impossible is nothing..=)
2007 will be a victory year for us..=)