ppl, i'll not be coming online or blogging ,in fact nt using e com,except when i'm working.my work mus use com.some maybe wondering y.simple reason -i'm fasting.its smth my church is doing.

fasting com,one meal a day,tv,online shopping,ipod for 40days!testing my determination n my heart for god.

can't wait to spend one hr a day wif god.bet smth exciting will happen.when i take one step forward,god will take 1000 steps towards me.ahha..

god is crazy bout me.so cool.i love todae sermon.really need to align my heart

see u guys in this virtual world in 40 days then.till then....
(shermaine)

sch is startin real soon.posting results out next tue.now i wanna gt into cjc instead of sa.haha.maybe is because of frenz.

last nite cell was fun.

anybody wanna go "la-teh"(tok over coffee ).esp gang of ah siao sisters.let us meet up soon,beofre sch starts.

(shermaine)

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!!

didnt have a good rest...was woken up by rubbish's sms today, and apart from that, my parents were like talking so loudly in the living room early in the morning!!! i seriously hate been woken up early in the morning... after my parents left the house, i thought i could get back some rest before going to work, but phone calls and sms just kept coming in, there goes my sleep...
well, then rubbish sent me an sms telling me that hes very free at that moment, asking if i want to call and chat with him, so i did... haha, chatting with rubbish really makes my day. rubbish's just so great!!!

at night, went for choir rehearsal. had great fun also. heh. cant help but keeping laughing at alvin. hes super funny...

[[fel]]

share wif u guys a joke.

i've been thinking about joinging Gkids in church,since i saw e annoucement in bulletin.may sound absurd to u ,since many of u know i hate kids.i hate it when they cry or whine.

actually i've been pondering about how to serve e lord.because i'm nt serving n i wanna grow in e lord.wanna put a stop to being a SUNDAY CHRISTIAN.its about time i do smth for him.

then i happen to chance upon this Gkids post in e bulletin wks back.i know its not by coincidence i read e post.at tt instance,a voice inside me tells me to join Gkids.i'm like how could it be me. i'm such a anti kids person.e last person shld be me.but until now,this voice hasn't diminished ,instead growing louder.

argh,i really don't know join them.cause no turing back.wan to do it,then muz do it to e best.because its god's business!!!!

bummer......

(shermaine)

hey people, did i really gain weight???

first day back to work again. the same old place. heh. was feeling so tired the whole day. think im already very used to slacking at home. hais. lazy me.
the good thing about working now is that i dont have to do all the "sai gang" job. haha. my boss asked me to throw everything to the 2 new comers. thats like so good man!!!
planning to even continue to work even after school reopens. not because of money of course, but boss wants me to help him out, so ok lor. will only work on saturdays.

had a great day:)

[[fel]]

isn't it true,e more we try to cling onto smth very dear n precious to us,e easier we lose it somehow or rather.god will juz take it away

maybe god is juz jealous that we gt smth to replace him.his placing of no.1 is taken.that's y he take that thing away from us.so tt we start to realizse again,its okay to do without those stuff.but he is e one we shld nv do without.he is god.sometimes,we r juz so forgtful.cause we thought by pleading wif him,or negotiating terms wif him,it wil work.how foolish can we be.nth can stop him fr carrying out his plan.god leh!

i will soar with u above e storms!

(shermaine)

met up with havaianas on new year's eve .donno y i agreed.maybe there's a longing inside me,just wanting to show that i'm doing perfectly fine,great,wonderful without him.ya i'm juz so how lian n sturborn n like to bang head on wall.hahaha...

we chat at mac.finally,i plucked up e courage to tell him in his face ,eye ball to eye ball
"YOU'RE A PLAYER!!!"he was taken aback by my words.i think, nv in his wildest dreams i would say that to him.its like a slap back into reality.

thought he would stomp off.but he didn't n started to share with me what's been happening in his life.

i'm kinda torn apart.there's a part of me that wants to help him,BUT there's also another voice telling me that he doesnt deserve my help because of what he has DONE.

it's really love hate .

e warmth of yr embrace still lingers.

(shermaine)

just a random post. was too bored, so decided to blog. heh.



well, this guy is one of my best male friend. haha. known him for like 2 years only? and he knows alot of my secrets. haha. didnt exactly know how get to know each other and eventually became really good friends. did alot of crazy stuff with him, and i mean ALOT. always got marked by our chinese teacher, but still got the heck care attitude. thats how we walk through our 2 years during chinese lessons.

after separating for months, hes the very few friends im still super close with. we can talk crap for hours on msn, we met up occasionally to update about each other's lives, great isnt it? heh. hope we can still do so after we officially starts school!!!

[[fel]]

GONG XI FA CAI!!!! chinese new year & i'm gtting fat ,fatter ,fattest!!!! oh no........sian .

my house gt tons of new year snacks.very nice mah,can't help.hahaa.glutton.

actually i only ate 5 -6 pcs of pineapple tarts so far.all haven't open.mummy ordered ,can only open when there r guest coming.temptation!oh well,wait patiently lor.

went to chinatown last nite wif mummy.nth much,yet we bought alot alot alot.all e goodies.hahahaha.so "sinful"

(shermaine)

possibilty of banging my head on wall AGAIN is there.lousy ger

new year is round the corner...but cant really feel the new year atmosphere this year...dont know why...

went to my aunt's house for an early reunion dinner today. well, quite a sumptuous meal. though the new year's not here yet, the new year gambling already started. haha. played mahjong and poker, quite fun. heh.

received my first red packet today. my aunt going oversea soon, so she gave us the red packet first. the amount inside is like WOW. heh

great time spent with my family today:)

[[fel]]

boy,cheer up!i won't know wad u're going thru if u don share.how to help u?but i know u're a strong boy.looking forward to being disturb by yr nonsense again.gt yr crazy n wild side back!waiting.

gt my pay 2 days ago n i spent quite a fair bit already.sian.i'm such an shopaholic!!!juz cannot help when i see smth nice n buy buy buy.ALWYAS BUY ON IMPULSE.haiz...mel,teach me how to save.serious.


some people r juz such an ass or pain in e neck.for heaven's sake,scram.we're over.actually,e boasting of u knowing tons of gers & getting intimate with 'em juz makes u look UGLY,REAL UGLY.i'm so ashamed of u.infact,i feel so stupid whenever i think of e past.wad e hell was i thinking.perhaps,back then i had a mental block,a serious one.stop all e sweettalking,whether its from e bottom of yr heart or juz lies.i don wanna know,don wanna understand,DON EVER WANNA LISTEN!i'm no longer e shermaine u used to know.

go far far away n cheat all e other ger for all u wan!i've learnt my lesson. =)

(shermaine)