tired tired. was out for the whole day. went to vivo with my family. bought quite alot of stuff, mostly food. hehe.
lessons as usual tomorrow. cell in the afternoon. at night still got to go for SYF showcase. tomorrow will be a very rush day for me, i guess.
going for a haircut on saturday. hope it will turn out nice=)

[[fel]]

my bones r breaking.was out e whole day.watched shrek 3 .quite funny la,but e movie's plot abit messy.ratings 6/10.

accompanied ogre to queensway to buy shoes.followed him around.then we headed back to cck n went our separate ways.

met mummy at BP mac n went to NUH to visit uncle.his intestine raptured. he was in a room ,similar to ICU. he took immense effort to even tok la.haiz. so weak n frail looking. yet all i could do was pray.could onli stay there for 15 min n had to leave .cause he was really tired.

finally could return HOME! but tml still having lessons.lalalalalalala....

[shermaine]

hmmmm....really very sian.

holi is filled wif lessons lessons n more lessons.argh!!!!!

luckily tml is public holi.a short break. but i guess it will pass real quickly.

wad shall i do tml? puzzled...haha

oh ya,everybody is commenting on my hair.kinda sick of it.its my hair! y shld they bother. weirdo....

haha...we took this pic during maths lesson todae! really like it. juz looked slighlty different in this pic.

Dear Friend,
I just had to write to tell you how much I love you and care for you.

Yesterday, I saw you walking and laughing with your friends; I hoped that soon you'd want Me to walk along with you, too.

So, I painted you a sunset to close your day and whispered a cool breeze to refresh you. I waited; you never called. I just kept on loving you.

As I watched you fall asleep last night, I wanted so much to touch you. I spilled moonlight onto your face trickling down your cheeks as so many tears have.

You didn't even think of me; I wanted so much to comfort you.

The next day I exploded a brilliant sunrise into a glorious morning for you. But you woke up late and rushed off to work-you didn't even notice.

My sky became cloudy and Mytears were the rain. I love you! Oh, if you'd only listen. I really love you!

I try to say it in the quiet of the green meadow and in the blue sky. The wind whispers My love throughout the treetops and spills it into the vibrant colors of the flowers.

I shout it to you in the thunder of the great waterfalls and composed love songs for birds to sing for you.

I warm you with the clothing of My sunshine and perfume the air with nature's sweet scent.

My love for you is deeper than the ocean and greaterthan any need in your heart. If you'd only realize how I care. I died just for you. My Dad sends His love. I want you to meet Him. He cares, too. Fathers are just that way. So please call Me soon. No matter how long it takes, I'll wait because I love you. Your Friend, Jesus

very touched aft readin.

[shermaine]

walalalalala xia yu liao.[lame!]

donno y,but find bloggin gtting more boring each day.perhaps,maybe its my life tt is gtting more boring !

learn to LET GO n lead simple life for god.difficult.don really understand. but tts wad dy told me.guess god is gonna show me more.......

anyway,i learnt acountability yesterday.even thought it was like i really don wanna tell ky,but i guess e holy spirit convicted me to do so.really BObian.but felt much better n safer aft saying it out.now ,all i nid to do is pluck up my courage n speak up for myself.

oh ya,i screwed my chinses o lvl paper. haha.but maybe god will grant favour in e marker's eyes.hehe..

[shermaine]

Yesterday, went to swim in the late afternoon, went to huayi to meet KY and DY, played basketball and volleyball with the huayi students. after that went to jp to have lunch with KY and DY then cell group.



Result of over exercising, aches all over my body when i woke up. initially plan was to go and watch a soccer match with Shermaine, but my body simply refused to move at all. Sorry sis.

My whole day was spent lying on the sofa cause my butt is aching too.=(

Worst thing, sprained my ankle once again and tummy not feeling really well the whole day.=(



Went to IMM for dinner, and at the same time, my mum went to collect her stylo specs.=)


(my mum in her new red specs)

where's billy's eyes????

look at tt stupid zheng xuan-acting kawaiiii
donno y ,kang chun wanna spoil e pic?
finally,smth proper
KRANJI KITTENS !!!!
gd one ! push syarif n billy out of picture! haha

they rocked my world AGAIN .

well,today i was gladly invited to kranji kittens street soccer match by billy.this morning didnt wan to go le,even though i did promised him. cause last min,fel cannot accompany me. but god turned things around.he found josephine for me.she kept wanting me to go.her main purpose is to avoid trouble la. she scared if she don go,billy will attitude her.weird.

quite surprise to see dy there. waited quite some time [ 1 hr ++] before e match started.really aweeeeeeeeeeeesome.cause e team played well!!!!haha.could see them in action upclose ,for e first time. billy was pretty cool la.scored quite a no. of goals.haha.ok,finally i am convince tt he is gd at soccer. e waiting was WOTHWHILE

oh ya,gt to know XIAO HEI[LITTLE BLACKY]...he is fr another sch.super funny la.haha.he is kinda big size n when billy stand beside him,its like a pri sch kid n an adult.funny picture. nathan asked him" eh,wad u eat ah? protein shake ah?"

xiao hei explained " no la, i think i eat veggie.celery ,salad .hmmmmm.EVEN ON SUNDAYS!!!"

wah,everyone was laughing their lungs out man.joker!

when i was telling e rest xiao hei very cute. tt stupid zheng xuan shouted to xiao hei" oi,xiao hei.this girl say u very cute .she wants yr no.!!!!"

man,i was super paiseh la.everyone was looking at me.but e encounter was hilarious.

spend my time wif a bunch of crazy ppl.most impt,i HAD FUN! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..

[shermaine]

really fighting period. I AM FIGHTING NONE STOP .constantly bruised ,slashed,whacked,hantam spiritually by e evil.argh... really very draining ,both physically n emotionally. BUT when i am weak,he is STRONG. haha..really have to stand firm.

sometimes,i wished god quickly cal me back.don wanna suffer any longer.haha..wishful thinking la.

finally sch holi r here. but i still hav to go back to sch as per normal.pretty crappy though.however e thought of being able to meet my girlfrenz n brothers,doesnt really matter anymore to me if i hav to attend sch.haha...they r a big part of my life.i love them alot.haha

anyway,to those who supported me during e past wk.thanks alot.truly appreciated it! means alot to me

[shermaine]

back to normal!!!!!
guess i hav to be stronger.pray tt i stand firm for god n nt waiver because of earthly things.argh! difficult.

[shermaine]

some random pictures taken on KC bdae

argh!!! frustrated ! things is going in all different kinds of direction.very pek chek.maybe tts e result of god absence.

thought my day started out quite right. but i guess i was so wrong ,aft i met u! YOU SPOILT MY DAY THOROUGHLY. can u speak nicely for ONCE. why do u have to mess it up all e time.maybe e problem lies wif me,who knows?wad a heck.crap.


[shermaine]

tried living without god in my life for 2 daes le.guess wad,it suck like HELL!!!!!really cannnot take it.donno how to describe la.BUT I WARN U,DON TRY.

a lot of bitterness in me.i was at home yesterdae, e whole dae.all i did was play com n watch tv.so tt time could pass a little faster.... i was left in this big empty house alone.family was at service.so alot of thoughts ran thru my mind.never ending qns.n suddenly this same old feeling came back. loneliness n aimless .i always had this feelin before i accepted christ.haha.weird la.

i also e lost a ability to cry out e bitterness .i know i am lousy.

really very tired of this damn life.

[e loser]

God, I heard you. I heard what you've got to tell me. Thank you for answering my prayer. You are just so real.=)

Today's sermon was great! God really spoke to me. God, I'm ready to be broken.

During processing, God used kelly to speak to me again. How real can HE be man. I really feel much much better now.=)

Went to have dinner with Ronghui's cell again after that. Another great time of fellowship. Pray that the purpose of this dinner was met.=)

[[fel]]

didnt go to church today.wad was i thinking? don noe either.lost e battle bah.

[shermaine]

todae baked apple crumble again.cause really very sian la.

my lessons r nt intensive at all.in fact i think its much more relax compared to normal sch days.donno how i gonna gt my A for chinese,looking at e way i progressing.haha.but gonna believe god for it.

anyway,i realise when i am at home,my mood goes up n down.weird..

tml quite busy.morning go gym.then in e late afternoon,hav bbq at east coast wif cell.it hink i will be very tired.

[shermaine]

Today, God really show me that words are POWERFUL. maybe I might seem childish to you guys, but you wont understand how I felt at that point of time.

Thanks to all those who came to console me. Thanks to all my princesses, Shermaine and Billy:)you guys are really really great:)

Billy, if you happen to read this, I know you are really nice, but please don't do anything silly. Its not worth it.

[[fel]]

waiting for kelly...

still waiting............. "r u coming?????"

poor cinderella hav to sweep e floor

1.2.3.snap!

my hero...

but now she turned into a monster.

i am "firewoman" n she is" policeMAN" HAHA

STOP EATING meat

oh man,todae was such a tiring day......imagine sitting in e hot stuffy hall for several hrs, infACT Almost e whole way n listen to e teacher tok tok tok n tok.wah seh.buai tahan.gt back my eng ,chinese n maths paper1 le.here's e shocking news,i passed my maths paper one, BUT I FAILED MY ENG COMPREHENSION.wad e heck .speechless.haha.i know everything in god's hands .so nt worrying.but gonna pull up my socks n work harder.i believe i can do it.

well,yesterdae felicia n i went down to JP after our lessons to meet kelly. fr this experience,we found out tt kelly is super " PUNCTUAL " La. suppose to meet at 1.30 .then ltr she changed to 3.00 .we waited till rot lor.so in while waiting for her ,we went to toysrus.took a lot of stupid pic there.

1st few shots r candid.haha

[shermaine]

me n e birthdae boy


hottest boy band in town "synergy"


acting cool!haha


e" hunks "







e" babes"






synergy boy band






we are one big family!






we take picture simply anywhere






handsome n beauties.hahaha



i had an awesome time todae!went to cineleisure wif my gang of HUNKS N BABES,to celebrate stozer's bdae.watch a movie "bridge to ti....."[sry donno how to spell]


then off we went to plaza sing.bought a cake n settled down at mos burger for lunch.billy kept disturbing e girl working at mos,till she didnt dare to come clear our tabllater on,we went for picture taking outside plaza sing.[our culture la..]had a gd laugh.e boys pretended to be a boy band.they modified e name energy to synergy.funny lor.


really enjoyed myself SO MUCH!thanks guys.all of u r born to be entertainers .

[shermaine]

Happy Mother's Day!=D
had a quarrel with my mum and sis on the same old topic before i left for church though i was mother's day, sians. couldnt control my anger, so i flare up, leaving the house without even saying a bye.
today's preacher was Jackie Pullinger. God has called her to venture into the 'Walled City', a place famous for its drug addicts, prostitutes and triad members in HK, despite fears for her own safety. i was very amazed by the things that she had done to all those people, changing them and saving them.=)
the phrase that i took back from today's sermon is, different people are called by God to do different things, i cannot be like you and you cannot be like me either.[not exactly the phrase that jackie pullinger said, but the meaning is there]
very often, we got jealous of others because they can do something and you cannot. but after today, i learnt that God has given each and every of us certain things that we are strong in, hence, we neednt be jealous.=)
anyway, i came back from church by ronghui's car.heh.was in the backseat with ivan and another guy.=)once again, ronghui, thanks for the ride.=)

[[fel]]

Emaths paper1 down. quite dubious that im going to do really well for the paper, but im going to trust God. 100% man, 100% God:)
Wasnt in the best of mood the past few days. things after things are happening. feel so drained out. from an incident that had happened not long ago, i came to the sense that, God will never push you to your wits end. He will always provide us an easier way out, but its us that always want to take the tough way.isnt it strange?
now that i have come to know this, next time when things happen, i know what to do:)
i guess everything has come to an end already. now in the process of picking myself up once again.

[[fel]]

yesterdae we celebrated kang chun 17th birthday,after school.stozer came up wif a plan to fool kang chun. and mr lim n ms wong very "pei he".mr lim came to our class during ms wong lesson,asking kang chun to follow him to go pick up smth.then while he is gone.e whole class were in action.we surrounded e ms wong at e teacher's table. n she pretended to faint.

in a few min,mr lim n kc was back.kc biggest "quality" is kpo.so he ran to e table n see wad happened.he super touch lor.when we sang e birthdae song.haha.e whole thing was fun la.

took quite a lot of pic to capture all e special moments we shared.but........

didnt understand y some things happen,BEYOND CONTROL!

wah, today was really a very pissed off day for me. even though the thing im pissed off about doesnt really concern me, but i just cant stand it. i know im not doing the right thing, but i just cant control. WWJD? im so sure HE wont be doing what im actually doing now.

preparing myself for my Emaths prelim on friday. trying to complete the whole of my 5YS by today.=)

[[fel]]

todae,had 4 PERIODS OF MATHS. its like 2 hr ++.wah,cannot take it la.but peiqi n i were brilliant enuf to come up wif an superb idea yesterdae. we brought lots of tibits todae,to keep us awake.
end up,many of our frenz also brought tibits.we were like having a pinic la,juz tt e pinic mat was missing,really a ot of chips!!! nt onli wa it enuf to last us for maths,but infact e whole dae..we even shared wif our grp of brothers.so more than 10 of us were munching away in front of our maths teacher.but he don give damn la.as along as u listen.

[shermaine]

billy very er xin la.he stuffed 6 pieces of pringles in his mouth,cause he don wan to share wif kang chun.then kang chun made billy laugh.then he spitted out all e pringles.e floor was like so dirty lor.kaoz...

todae weather was damn bloody hot la.can really sense e effects of global warming.we felt our body emitting real lots of heat .n we were joking around,tt our body wil be on fire when we eat e hot n spicy potato chips.lame..

we went to buy more tibits aft sch.pinic 2 on e way...haha

when i woke up this morning, was having an intense pain in my stomach. my stomach felt like it was going to tear apart sooner or later. the first thing i did wasnt to find medication, but praying. at first, there wasnt any improvement, then my mum asked me to go and take medication. i felt even more terrible after that. not wanting to miss school, i drag myself all the way to school. at the meantime, i kept praying. something GREAT happen! after 10mins of praying, the pain and the nauseous feeling was totally gone! praise the Lord man!

many things happening, but shant say much about it.

in the evening, went swimming with my sis. its been rather long since i last swim. felt rather great. Emaths paper this friday. havent really prepare yet. but just pray that i will be well prepared to go into the battle by thursday. im going to win this battle!

thats all for today.=)

[[fel]]

man,todae i si bei "HENG " LOR.....[must read]

seriously donno wad happening to me.i woke this morning without feelin grumpy ..thought todae might juz be a good dae.walked to sch wif josephine.we were discussin bout online shoppin..both of us juz so engross la...

"hey u know i finally saved up to $200 liao.hahaha..." i said in a high pitched voice,as i felt my right foot stepped onto smth REAL HARD!!!! [but didnt care n continued to walk over it n carried on wif my conversation.]

"wah,u r fast la..."exclaimed josephine

"EEEEEEEEEKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK...ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...EEEEEEEEEEYEEEEEEEEE..."A grp of girls who were behind us yelped ,like they saw a GHOST!

immediately,both jo n i turned around.guess wad we SAW???

A RAT !!!!!!!!!

it was struggling,tossing around in pain.

"OH MY GOD!!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHH... OHHHHHHHHHHH........YUCKSSSSSSSSSSS.damn it la.wad e hell...walaooooooooooooooooooo" i jumped around in fear n shock.

at tt instant when i saw e rat, i knew e damn hard stuff i crushed wif my feet was E RAT!dumbfounded la..i donno wad happened to my eyes! i was so caught up wif e con. tt i didnt even see such a huge rat infront of me.gosh....

when i stepped on IT , it felt like stepping over a stone.or put it another way,it felt like crushing a GIGANTIC peanut..however,e crushing feeling comes fr e bones of e rat.

i was super duper traumatise la.e moment saw pei qi in sch.cant help but shout n break e horrendous news to her. but i guess i was too loud.n almost all e other classes e girls heard me n looked at me wif their eyes wide open and their jaw hung in shock.everyone juz couldnt believe their eyes la.they must be thinking "this girl must be crazy.rat also cannot see ah.""she too "lucky" liao...

i felt really dirty when i am in sch because of e rat.on e other hand i was worried e rat might die due to e MASSIVE IMPACT.

during maths chem lesson,pei qi n i heard po an told joshua this" u noe hor,todae e bridge there,gt one rat leh.very disgusting.it was puking blood! hahahaha..."

"what! er xin la..."replied joshua.

pei qi n i started to laugh uncontrollably upon hearing it. i think we super sadistic la.but quite funny leh.

by e end of dae all my friends noe bout my HAPPENING.

dragged felicia wif me to walked to lot one,cause i was afraid to see e distorted body of e rat.as we approached nearer to e "scene" our legs were like jelly.to our dismay,e cacus was nolonger there.YEAH...

DIDNT NID TO FACE E RAT.haha

[shermaine]

donno wad happen to blogger.abit siao diao.

anyway spider man turned out to be quite okey.some parts really quite funny lor..nv expect action movie can be so funny de.fel n i laugh like donno wad la.

todae sermon was powerful.really speak ot me .renewed my heart n faith.well,aft service,kaiyun came over n tok to us.she pose this question"how many times,its because we nv pray,then something happened. AND how many times ,its because we prayed ,n something happened." i was dumbfounded.how true !suddenly,i regretted for nt praying hard enough for some incidents in e past.e thought" if onli i had prayed......."straight away came into my mind.but e holy spirit told me.do nt look back.start praying now,its nt too late YET!god can still turn things around,if u pray now!

[shermaine]

Spiderman 3!!!

Went to watch Spidey3 with Shermaine, Keith, Ben, Ivan, Melvin, Jesper, Henzy, Wayne and Bingrong. Was quite a last minute thing cause my initial plan was cancelled due to some matter. Luckily Keith manage to get the ticket for me. Shouldnt say the show was fabulous, but it was of standard. There were some really funny scenes whereby all of us roar with laughter, and Sher and I kept commenting on Peter Parker's classic hairstyle. Heh. Really enjoyed myself.=)

[[fel]]

nth much to blog actually.

i think i am super addicted to online shoppin n sprees.everything is like damn cheap la.but too bad, i am still a student. i am limited in my expenditure.nid to "curb" my spendings a little.pray tt this will nt be my bondage..

tml going out wif THEM to watch spider man 3. donno how e movie would turn out. tell u e truth, i didnt watch spider man 1 & 2.wahahahaha.but my joanne told me it doesnt matter.ya,hope can hav a gd laugh wif them again...

goin for cell group soon,but before tt goin to catch some slp.

[shermaine]

so as planned,went to ivan' house to watch blood diamond aft much action in lot one.haha.e show was aweeesome.cause his house had a powerful surround system.i think those who haven watch shld go n watch.DON U EVER BUY CONFLICT DIAMONDS!!!took e same bus wif melvin.cause he goin to plaza to meet his son. then bought dinner n headed home.actually melvin is quite crappy ,despite his tin tin look alike.wahahaha.

todae did lots of online shopping.really damn cheap sia.i think singapore clothes really very ex.so fr now on,gonna buy my clothes online.can really save quite a bit.on top of tt,e clothes online is much nicer than those at orchard or bugis.but one bad pt is, u hav to wait for at least 3 wks to gt yr stuff shipped over.haiz...

gt my new time table todae.guess wad.i am having 4 maths lessons next tue.CRAP!

[shermaine]