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shermaine

leaving for OBS today. will only return on friday. if anything, just drop me an sms. will get back to you soon.

[[fel]]

to you:you r super lame !aint gonna bring me down

to bobby:sry i hurl stupid words at u just now.sry i always do tt .sry for speaking silly things.sry i emo at u.

i wanna learn to control my anger.can't change overnight.but giv me time.i can do it. if god is for me,nth can be against me.
(shermaine)

one after another shit.now i've gt to wear heels to work.man its killing me.its like 3.5 inches.can die.i'm sure those who know me,onli sees me wearing sneakers,slippers.at e most flat sandals.all thanks to tt woman.want all e gerls including me to wear their heels .as an walking advertisment.rah.crap.

i h8 work.its sooo tiring.ltr still muz work 12 hrs.i wanna slp de lor.
p.s:think mel is returning fr field training! :)
(shermaine)

had a 3 days workshop with adam khoo and his company. hes really a bore. seriously. but the good thing about him is, he kept showing us testimonies from christians, like nick and the hoyt's family to tell us how capable all of us are if we were to speak positive into ourselves. from there, 2 of my friends want to come to church and see how isit like. Great is good isnt it:)

i also had a really great time laughing in this 3 days workshop. there's this trainer who is the Singapore version of Russell Peter. hes really DAMN funny. he can really make people laugh until stomach cramp, BEST man. but what he shared at the very end of the workshop really touch me almost to tears. what you see might not really be what you see...

am motivated to study. am starting next week. so people, please nag at me if you see me slacking:):):)

[[fel]]

i had a blast had my class chalet.it was totally awesome though we had disagreements here n there.but in e end,we pulled it together.

we played lots of games wif lotsa crazy foore feats(donno hot to spell la)

pictures soon.
(shermaine)

doesnt e picture just look hilarious!so crap can.
we went shopping at FEP jus now after dining at wang hk cafe at cine.we ate alot.hahahahahaha..can't help it.we were famished!!!!

when walking to FEP from cine,e foursome was lauging their hearts out.i came up wif nicknames.
cherie-xiao bao(little leopard )
felicia-xiao croc(e shoe brand croc because fel wearing croc slipper)
eeling-xiao hei(little black/she was wearing a black romper)
me-xiao qing(lil greenie- i was wearing green ruffles)
super funny la.cause we kept calling cherie xiao bao.n she played along wif us.our motive was to ONLI window shop.BUT BUT BUT,cherie ended up buying a studded skirt n a fringe bag.so her 2 blue notes flew away..
wads so cool about e pic is,e plastic bag also xiao bao.so we laughed like mad when we saw it.SO COINCEDENTAL

kushinbo tmr.
(shermaine)

decided to take down a post.because i realise i'll jus be as lame ,childish,idiot,pain in e ass,hypocrite as u if i post such stupid things bout u.

scram G!!!!!

(SHERMAINE)

i'm off to gb camp in a couple of hours.!!!stupid felicia pang seh.i think my powerpoint for sundae words sharing effing suck.donno how to present in tt manner lor.bet e gerls would be bored to death.
but tried my best liao.all depends on god.its god who bring e gerls to him nt me.i'm just a tool.

sore throat is killing me..guess e reason behind it is nv drink water.muz learn drinking skill fr e NS guys

lastly i want to sae a big thank u to da ge.BECAUSE OF HIS GUAN XIN.XIE XIE!.hahahaha

SEE U PEEPS SOON.

oh ya,i jus read my previous post.it was full of grammer n spelling error.yucks.gross.but lazy to change.

(shermaine)

i've gt a zillion things to blog about.so read onli if u can stand all e lame shit.

com was suppose to be sent for repair.n it was.but was sent yesterdae.but surprisingly it was sent back to me now.because no repair can be done.its sooooooooo ols tt e spare parts can no longer be found in e market.power hor!

recently i gt many funny dreams.haha.....i dreamt about samuel issac last nite.wad e heck. i don't even know him well la.i can't recall wad we did in e dream.but shld be quite funny also!!!

when i was working last nite,da ge popped by AGAIN!!! i was thrilled to see him.we tok.lame shit abit.haha.then he went off to study with his friends.though it was short,however we had fun.
auntie next door even asked me todae if he was my bf cause she always sees him!*smacks hand on forehead*kaoz,e auntie eye's confirm gt problem.she said he was young when i announced to her da ge's age.joker

todae i worked full day and it wasnt boring at all.cause i spent time wif god ,toking to him,reading his word.which i hadnt been doing for a loooooooooooong time!time flew by realy quickly.then auntie next door tok to me about her family,her marriage,her kids,her life.she actually quite ke lian.single parent ,have 4 children.treated her coffee.we tok for like super long can.so auntie n i now r officially FRIENDS!hehehehe....

a idiot visited me todae.its none other than FELICIA YAP XIAO YE.hahaha.she paid for my dinner.to be exact,its half e price.haha.thanks u ah.

lastly i wanna share about this man.a 50++ yrs old man was standing beside my stall todae.looking at a pc of paper he's holding very serisouly then turninig around.as if seraching for smth.i just kept my eyes fixed on him.finlly,he approached me.

he didnt speak but showed me his lanyard hanginig around his neck
it read "i had a stroke in 1997.i cannot speak well.but i can understand u .please be patient with me."
then he continued to showed me e pc of paper he was holding.he was looking for jurong pt building.i didnt understand.he was at jurong pt wad!wad he askign lor.but i remembered to be patient wif him.

he kept pointing to e words jurong pt.i kept repeating yes u are here,nt forgtting to smile at him.he tried all his might to sae:"OOOOOOO.KKK!! OOOOO.KKK!OOOO.K.k.k!"
he signalled with his hands as if to sae thank u.n he did that countless times.he even turned back to wave at me ,telling me thank u,as he walked away wif much effort dus to his stroke.

my gaze could nt turned away from his back view.how i wished i could tok to him more.applauding him for his courage to step out of his comfort zone.toface his disability!

i teared ,tears welling up in my eyes.god was speaking.maybe i wanna meet more of these ppl.

(shermaine)

wah. the whole week of anxiety, stress and sleepless night. its all over. it ended well too:D all thanks to the father above. praise be to HIM:D yeah...feel soooooo good now:):):)

[[fel]]

ivan is finally out of hell (field camp),in one piece.but but but,mel is going for field camp in less than 2 days.sad sad.pray that he will be able to overcome e emotional battles he faces in those harsh conditions.

Oral presentation is finally over.yipeeeeeeeee.and and and.i've completed my I&R for PW .MEANING TO SAE,pw is over for heaven's sake.HOORAY!
in other words,i'm onli left with math,chem,phy,GP and lit for A LEVELS!!!hahaha.happy.

ppl,i got a super gd news,i'm promoted to J2.actually onli advanced,meaning conditionally promoted.they still hav to mointor my results next year ,etc.but i really pray i will start to pull my socks ...need to mug mug mug.must put into actions.n nt just flaunt with all e flowery words.i must show my teachers that their efforts did nt go down e drain.STUDY SHERMAINE,NOW!

TMR must work..so sian la.hate it.

(shermaine)

project work oral presentation is in less than 12hrs.i'm seriosuly stressed out.i wanna do my BESSSSSSST!!!!!really,i know i can do it.but i'm afriad my anxiety will bring me down.argh.....

pray that e holy spirit will speak for me,let god help me to sae e rite words.pray against stammering.n god,i need yr wisdom to answer the accessors questions.god,i declare that i will not be dumfounded by their qns....god must help okay.i know u will.just trust in u n u will do e rest.u hav plans to prosper me n not to harm me.amen.

(Shermaine)

i had a dream this morning.it was really one of a kind.damn special.i find e dream really,cute,funny,extraordinary.

here it goes........
in my dream,i saw keith swimming.he was wearing a red tee n board shorts.u guys must be thinking.onli swimming mah,wads so special????e funny thing was he was actually carrying a baby(newborn!!! still wrap in towel)) n swimming with him.they were swimming under water very gracefully,just like a fish.they needn't exchange air.they swam n swam n swam.keith had a big smile plastered on his face.next i rmb i was laughing non-stop when i saw this scene.then i began to question keith
"keith ,whose baby is that?????????"i questioned with immense curiosity"
keith just returned with another smile n didnt answer my qn.
then i began to swim with them.hahahahha...join in e fun.we were all like fish.we could breathe noramlly in water.weird.but i still rmb e feeling was great.i myself was shocked in e dream when i could breathe thru my nose in water.HAHAHAHA!!!!
there was continuation to my dream.but i don wanan share.but i love e continuation,because it was soo beautiful.both keith n i felt peaceful n joyful in e dream.i will NEVER share wad happened.so don bother asking.

oh ya,i also dreamt bout ivan n ben.haha
it was a really weird dream.my brother even told me that i was grinning from ear to ear when he entered my room n saw me slping.hahahaha.
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met up wif billy just now.was great.
(shermaine)

below r e pictrues taken when nicolette,eunice n gail who came over to my house last thur to
bake .

this is how i look when i'm at home.hahaha.(lam nua)

cheesecake mixture wif vanilla essence

piping hot chocolate cupackes

they were half cook.waiting to add in extra choc

trying to look pro.

my hair seriously need a trim.it suck big time.

nic's face look so squash!

(shermaine)

I HATE MY COM TO E MAX!!!!!!!!!!!IT HANGS N HANGS N HANGS!i wanna eff it.sometimes,i gt so frustarted that i just wanna hit,punch,slap e com.

i just finished baking mine second cheesecake. e first one was snatched by my family in 2 days.hahaha...i rate it 7.5/10. improvement would be to make it less sweet n smoother.

the above pictures is to show u e lady hairstyle.she is actually one of zouk personel.i wanna gt e exact hairstyle as her!but provided i don gt hair extension in BKK.hahahahahaha.but but but i really want to cut leh.how how???? ppl giv suggestion.

(shermaine)