decided to move on.i don't know why god chose this path for me.but i'm sure one day i will know e answer to e qn.i must jia you.

(shermaine)

FEELING MUCH MUCH BETTER TODAE!thanks to those who kept me in prayer.

yesterdae had a nightmare.serious.one that really scare me n i woke up in e midst of e dream n started to pray.knew e devil is trying to instill fear in me.hate him to core.sucker.

got spiritual attck.damn real.

tmr sajc vs my sch soccer.JJ MUST WIN!

SRY BILLY,THIS TIME NOT GONNA SUPPORT YOUR TEAM.HAHA.

[shermaine]

i hate my decision.i wanna escape from all e stress.this is so torturous.why god have u place me in jc.it sucks .sry for lamenting over n over again.but its a turmoil.

jesus open up other doors for me.i don wan stay here any longer.i cannot see light n path ahead of me.i'm gtting lost .i cannot find u.hav u abandon me.i just cannot convict myself.i've lost e courage to trust in u.i find it so bloody difficult to surrender my studies to u.lord peace is so far away from me.why is this happening all of a sudden.THESE WORDS BY E DEVIL" I CANNOT MAKE IT" KEEPS REPEATING ITSELF IN MY HEAD!lord please help me.argh........i'm so bondage by success.god,hurry .come n save me before i drown .lord answer my prayer.wait no longer.please don turn a deaf ear to me.you're my onli hope.in jesus name.amen

[shermaine]

this is my new phone. just bought it today. i pay half of the price.(:

again, it has been a hectic week for me. but still, i enjoy myself:) met up with dion, joshua, shermaine, stozer, taiyi and wingyu. had dinner together. the feeling was just so great. i want to have more of this gathering!!!

summer test(mid-year) exams are coming, but im not at all prepared...hais...i need a long break to catch up with all my work. but there are none.

JC life arent that simple anymore...

[[fel]]

i'm feeling .........i don even know how to describe.

do u know that onli about 30% of jc students gt into locAL n overseas uni ever yr.this is so worrying.i'm terrified i cannot make it.argh......donno la.juz thinking about it makes me sick

i want to do something about my hair. this hair is getting uglier each day.i need a change.wanna cut damn short.over e ear tt kind .but my fringe not long enuf.okay.i got alot of demands.

life is gtting tougher each day

(shermaine)

I'M BLOODY LOST!

Hello! has been very busy this week. trainings, trainings and more trainings. preparing for the NATIONALS!!!

school hasnt been very great for me. unable to catch up with tutorials even though i stayed up till rather late almost everyday to do it, failed my tests and doze off during lectures. i cant continue with this kind of life anymore. hais...

well, went for windsurfing lesson today. it was cool man!!! haha. i kept falling initially, but ultimately, i was able to sail quite properly. real fun man!!! might go and sail quite frequently next time:)

[[fel]]

my dae was pretty boring.had tuition in e afternoon.then met up wif hock babes to gt hockey stick.we were scam by e stupid 23 yr old singh.$10 more expensive thAN wad my other frenz bought.argh,forgt it.spent $105+ todae.crap.broke

i want to shop til i drop.but i don hav e time.totally sick wif my wardrobe.wanna work.but no time.anyway,i screwed my physics lecture test inside out.argh........sucks

[shermaine]

PEOPLE I'M BACK!!! and guess wad,i change e blogskin.i love this one,because its super colourful n warm.hahahaha...

40 days of fasting had long ended.but too lazy to blog.lost e momentum.

sanctification week was great.god spoke .i felt i've grown spiritually thru this season.

lets tok about sch,sch is so so la.not much of happening.no drama in my class.cause they r all very safe ppl.by e way my class gt onli 19 ppl.pretty sad.cause my jc life juz surround them la.

juz gt to found out one of my fren is a sec sch prom queen.stun.don gt e wrong idea.she is pretty!

work load is heavy.but i very lazy to do.keep procrastinating.its like too much until u donno where to start.

cantenn food kinda suck .plus its super duper expensive.soem food more ex in by a dollar compare to market rate.

stop all e complaining.on a side note,my sch all alot of shuai ge.

[shermaine]