i hate my decision.i wanna escape from all e stress.this is so torturous.why god have u place me in jc.it sucks .sry for lamenting over n over again.but its a turmoil.

jesus open up other doors for me.i don wan stay here any longer.i cannot see light n path ahead of me.i'm gtting lost .i cannot find u.hav u abandon me.i just cannot convict myself.i've lost e courage to trust in u.i find it so bloody difficult to surrender my studies to u.lord peace is so far away from me.why is this happening all of a sudden.THESE WORDS BY E DEVIL" I CANNOT MAKE IT" KEEPS REPEATING ITSELF IN MY HEAD!lord please help me.argh........i'm so bondage by success.god,hurry .come n save me before i drown .lord answer my prayer.wait no longer.please don turn a deaf ear to me.you're my onli hope.in jesus name.amen

[shermaine]