hahahaha.zhong dian.ong bao hui, i will remember!

todae totally screwed up e paper.but forgt it la .no point crying over spilt milk.hope,still got hope ! my life doesnt equal to my academic results.its worth much more.

wif god around,i know theres still light.haha.goin to lean onto him.jia you.shermaine jia you

[shermaine]

i just realised i havent been blogging for a very long time.

im tired of all the revisions. its draining all my energy away.
i have done everything i could, doing papers and papers, but none seems to help. i really dont know what to do now. dont even feel like touching my books at all. practise makes perfect?? i doubt so.

[[fel]]

we receive wad we believe

we become wad we believe

don't give up in frustration

quit expecting to fail

start to expect god to turn things around

god didnt abandon me,its me who had turned my back on him

god's plan for us cannot NEVER be changed,no matter wad things happen or how messed up our life is.

i choose to believe he has prepared a way out for me,despite my ugly present situation.i know he will remain faithful even if i am faithless.he is there!

jus believe!!!

shermaine

i am just dead beat!!!!!!!never in my life hav i work so hard.so freaky damn fucking tired.everyday stay back in school to study study study study.NO LIFE AT ALL!!!

really screwed up.problems n issues just bomb me at a go.seriously ,i feel like crying.don wanna bottle up my feeling.BUT e tears seemed to dry up.don even know wads e root problem.wah i feelin like yelling ,screaming,shrieking.BUT,e voice juz wanna be left untouch ,hidding inside me.frustrated,irritated,pek chek,BUT don know where all these came into my heart for refuge.sad sad sad.moody moody moody.up n down.on a draining n terrifying roller coaster ride.someone,pls stop all these.

[shermaine]

e blog had been quite dead for e past few days.too caught up wif work! can help it.everday leave sch at 915 pm.reach home at bout 10,bathe n i go to bed.tts gonna be my life fr now onwards.cause of o lvl.argh.no life !

really damn tired.both mentally n physically.affecting me spiritually too. so haggard till i pray n fall aslp.haha.serious prob .haiz.

hmm.olvl chinese results were out.god is faithful.he blessed me.all glory goes to him.he is good.all i can say is i was dumbfounded when i recieve my results,cause its a miracle.

wanna chiong chiong chiong.o lvl will is NOTHING! ARGH............................

shermaine

this post is about my AWESOME experience yesterdae.it was fannnnnnnnTASTIC.

met fel n hafi at cck n we headed for city hall.inittial plan was to hav dinner then walk to merlion park n catch e fireworks.BUTTTTTT...e moment we stepped foot on city hall mrt station.e place was damn packed.its like packed sardines.so came up wif plan B .walked towards esplanade ,hoping to settle dinner there.as usual,people,people n more people!!!we had no choice but to walked slowly towards lao pa sat.took us almost an hr.

finished dinner n strolled towards esplanade.as we gt nearer .people seemed to be streaming in fr nowhere,kaoz,had to squeezed like hell.similar to e situation ,if u go to chinatown on chinese new yr eve.haha.haha.

"hey be careful ah,gt baby crawlin on e floor," a malay guy shouted so tt he could gt thru e crowd.fel n i roared wif laughter.joker !

hafi led us e way..did a great job .in no time we found a gd spot ,nobody blocking us.fireworks was damn mesmerizing.

tt wasnt e end.we climbed over e railing n enjoyed e night view ,wif singers singing some great songs.everything seem to be juz right!e breeze was blowing against our face.RELAX!

next yr muz go again

shermaine

wahahahaha. all these pictures were taken on wed .well, e celebration was okay lor. abit disppointing though.not very hyper!but i did hav a great time taking pictures. can see my teachers act cute! alot of mixed feelings during e celebration,cause its e last yr i gonna celebrate national day in kranji! haha.

p.s: hunks n babes u rock!

shermaine

hey there, i am back again.

been caught up wif work these days.very busy.haha.decided to be more discipline.wont be using com everyday.maybe twice a week.lately,been stsying back aft sch to continue STUDYING wif fel stone n josh.though it maybe against our will,but bo bian,still hav to do it.

hmmm,todae while we were about to start our revision,2 hunks from ACS walked past us.man,i saw them wif e corner of my eye,n naturally i poked fel immediately n demanded to look in my direction.argh, we were just memerised la.then off we went tailing behind them. haha,they turned out to be soccer players n wad astounded us even more ,was e whole ACS soccer team was there to hav a friendly match wif our sch.haha....so AWESOME!so many handsome guys to oogle at.hehe... felicia n i were like on drugs,damn high sia,see so many handsome guys at one time IN OUR SCHOOL! rare sight indeed.we left studying n stayed on to watch e game,erm i mean e boys till 6++.awesome day.haha

shermaine

hey! im back!!! heh. you guys must be missing me huh.=) having a rather high fever at this moment, aching all over, sian.

read sher most recent post, was touched. thanks sis. few days back was discussing with my classroom buddy about sher. she was shocked to know that sher and i only got to know each other for a year. moreover, sher used to dislike me before we get to know each other. sometimes i really wonder what brought the both of us together.=) but whatever it is, this is going to last forever!!!

did street blessings yesterday. my first time doing it. good experience. wasnt as though as i thought it would be. able to bless more than i expected.=)

[[fel]]