i am just dead beat!!!!!!!never in my life hav i work so hard.so freaky damn fucking tired.everyday stay back in school to study study study study.NO LIFE AT ALL!!!

really screwed up.problems n issues just bomb me at a go.seriously ,i feel like crying.don wanna bottle up my feeling.BUT e tears seemed to dry up.don even know wads e root problem.wah i feelin like yelling ,screaming,shrieking.BUT,e voice juz wanna be left untouch ,hidding inside me.frustrated,irritated,pek chek,BUT don know where all these came into my heart for refuge.sad sad sad.moody moody moody.up n down.on a draining n terrifying roller coaster ride.someone,pls stop all these.

[shermaine]