met up with havaianas on new year's eve .donno y i agreed.maybe there's a longing inside me,just wanting to show that i'm doing perfectly fine,great,wonderful without him.ya i'm juz so how lian n sturborn n like to bang head on wall.hahaha...

we chat at mac.finally,i plucked up e courage to tell him in his face ,eye ball to eye ball
"YOU'RE A PLAYER!!!"he was taken aback by my words.i think, nv in his wildest dreams i would say that to him.its like a slap back into reality.

thought he would stomp off.but he didn't n started to share with me what's been happening in his life.

i'm kinda torn apart.there's a part of me that wants to help him,BUT there's also another voice telling me that he doesnt deserve my help because of what he has DONE.

it's really love hate .

e warmth of yr embrace still lingers.

(shermaine)