this week

back to blog again..
just wondering hows everyone feeling this week?for me..i felt quite drained out even though its just the first week of actual lessons for me..for this past whole week..there isnt a day whereby i would be doing something that i like(except for sunday)..
for weekdays..all my time would be used up by school activities and homworks..didnt even have the time to watch tv shows which i like..
saturday..was out the whole day..went to meet ahma(kaiyun) for lunch and discussed about some matters..after that..BN144 meeting..then immediately rushed down to Bangkit for a BBQ..which didnt turn out as well as i think it would be..didnt eat anything..kind of regretted for going..
sunday..almost whole day out again..after service and processing..went home straight away..lots of thoughts were running through my head when i was in the train..especially when shermaine and i was discussing whether this year would really be a victorious year for us all..although i kept telling shermaine to persevere on..shall not give up cause the battle has not even started..but deep inside..im struggling..
im tired of this kind of life..24/7..almost every hour im busy with things..what if i lost the battle?would i still have faith to think that i will win the next time?at this crucial point of time..i really cannot afford to lose any battle..if not...
anyway..i need someone to teach me chemistry..anyone volunteer to do so?
[[fel]]