wah ,so freaky tired of cny.so BORING!!!every year also e same de.nth new.had reunion dinner on sat at my grandma's place wif my relatives .i reached there quite late.we were suppose to hav steamboat,but when i saw e food,no appetite.so i juz ate a few fish balls n a slice of abalone.tok crap wif my cousin,then my dad ended.

yesterdae was somehow like e "big"dae.cuz it was dae one.so i rise up real early n left for church.service was okay.didnt really catch much of e msg,cuz my heart wasnt there lor.somehow i was there ,for e sake of being there!muz be so disappointing in hearing tt huh.but ,i guess its spiritual low, n i think e cause is my devotional time isnt steady these few daes.feelin sucky bout it.followin service,i joined my family in their service n started to go bai nian,kickin off at my mum's side[grandpa house].sit infront of e tv for hrs... stupid rite.might as well stay at home to watch tv.then went to auntie house,then my ah ma house.

wah,sian like hell in my ah ma house.all e 'ra ra' goin on n i was like sittin in a room watchin tv AGAIN!dumb dumb dumb.dinner was off standard .haha...i really missed e times,when i spent my cny wif my cousins when we were still kids.we always enjoyed each other company.did everything together.for eg,eat dinner,also muz eat together.count e no.of ang pao we hav in e room.eat e festive cookies together.gossip about our relative looks/gf/bf etc...

even though this year,my cousin r still around.but our relationship hav grown cold.we r sittin right beside each other n yet we don tok.weird !haiz,once so close n now so cold.haiz.....

anyway,my cell comin to my house for house visitin...cross my fingers,they wont find anything unglam bout me!haha

[shermaine]