so many things happened for e past few days.its really a roller coaster ride for me!if it persist on ,i don think i can take it..

now,i have so many questions for god,ever since things hasnt been goin right for me n ppl around me .
god,where r u?god ,y our prayers haven been answered?god,y doesnt miracles happen right away?god,r u watching over us?god,no more time left le,save more ppl now,before its too late!
god,can u speak loudly into our ears? god,i noe u gonna give us victory this year.but now that i am in e battle,it seem to me,it can NEVER be won !its so tormenting,so vigorous,so tiring,its taking away some of our joy!sometimes,i juz wanna give up!yet,u always remind me tt victory is near n i am a strong warrior for u!god,i nid assurance,i nid sercurity, i nid LONG LASTING HAPPINESS!

somehow,i start to doubt god n his capability.y do i always listen to e wrong voice,even though i noe i nid to listen to e holy spirit..haiz,tml die die muz go for sanctification week.i am sure god gonna recharged me..lookin forward to meeting HIM!!!!

[shermaine]