i won e battle...finally!!!guess onli e cell noes wad i meant,because we won e battle TOGETHER!

i went for service on last sun,wif a total sucky mood.juz couldnt gt over it la.a blazing anger burning in me when i reached hall 9 n saw mummy n daddy..donno y la.didnt even wan them to come near me or tok to them.gave everyone e cold shoulder.cant control.i went infront for worship,hopin to hav spirit high,so that i will feel better.but as soon as e worship stopped,e joy was gone.it was shortlived.throughout e service,i had a rebellious heart.just don wan to receive anything fr e sermon.

processing time sucks.wanted to leave at once,but nid to celebrate esther bdae.so stay lor.then aft tt,bro brian came over n tok to us as e family settles down n listen,followed by caiyun.then suddenly god reminded me about youthcamp.my heart melted..e image of we[ky n dy cell]praying together in a circle,seeking for forgivness fr each other,crying ,hugging during one of e sessions during e youth camp last dec,was juz so filled wif love.god filled me wif love to e brim.god burnt away all e anger,hatred once again.

in e end,i shared wif e family about tt.everyone heart melted too.pray together again ,as a family,full of love.aweeeeeeeeeeeeesome.god is full of compassion .haha. this family is juz different fr e others,[nt saying yr cell nt gd la].i really love them.without them,i think i cannot go far.we will run this race together ,isnt it?

mummy n daddy,we will wait for u faithfully.jiayou.love u ........

[shermaine]