its beeen so many daes ,since i last blogged.anyway,rachel n gang-we no longer angry le la.wadever it is,still friends i guess.can see u all really treasure this friendship.thanks la..

recetly,my uncle is diagnosed wif cancer on last tue.he has 2 tumours in his stomach,growing for 2 years le.one of them is actually 15 cm by 8 cm big.scary eh.whole world came crashing down for my uncle.he was recently baptize n this hit his faith kinda hard.hiaz..sad la.because of this,i lost faith too.haha.weird.

i cursed ,gt angry..indirectly blame god la.this really showed how much i love god.how "strong" i was for god.guess i failed e test .donno wad to do either.seriously,i still donno y god allowed cancer to fall upon my uncle..although i praY for my uncle,but somehow,i still feel lost n gt this insecurity in me.no clue to tt lor.haha..

not really excited for g12 conference or anything.maybe my heart is quite hardened .nid e holy spirit to work mightly during e conference.well,shall end here.nth exciting for e past week.

[shermaine]