Today was just another sunday that i've been looking forward to. haha. woke up at about 745 and went to jog 5km. was quite tiring cause havent been running for quite some time. then meet up with shermaine to go post-e. here comes the interesting part...
this question has been bothering me for quite awhile, and i try not to think about it, but it just pop out of nowhere again during service. i was once again, standing at a crossroad, thinking if i should continue to seek God, or to return to my old lifestyle. i seriously had thought of giving up, and return to what i was before i accepted christ. cause i've seen many christians backslided, i've seen many christians acting as though they were like those non-christians. i started doubt the mightiness of our Lord. if Hes really that great, that mighty, then why are there still so many people leaving Him, turning away from Him? why are there people who was once so committed, once all out to serve Him, backslided? when i was walking home with my mum last night, she brought up this issue again. she told me that the presence of God is just a matter of your own imagination. if you think that Hes there, then Hes there. if you think that Hes not there, then Hes not there. then she was asking why do i have to waste time going church every sunday. what she said really made me ponder. i really was on the verge of giving up...
but today's service really brought me back to the right path. im not sure if its my own imagination or isit God speaking to me, really dont know how to differentiate, but for what i know is, this voice really answer my question. the 'voice' was telling me that, the more people turn away from God and backslided, the more you should continue to walk this path with God and SHINE for Him. continue to pray for those people and trust Lord to bring them back. if you were to give up halfway, you are not glorifying God in any way. not only that, many hearts will be stumbled by your actions too. God will not be pleased. you are just showing to others that our God is not so mighty afterall.
that's all i have for you all today. hehe. =)
continue to SHINE for Jesus in every aspect of y0ur life. God Bless You.
[[fel]]
this question has been bothering me for quite awhile, and i try not to think about it, but it just pop out of nowhere again during service. i was once again, standing at a crossroad, thinking if i should continue to seek God, or to return to my old lifestyle. i seriously had thought of giving up, and return to what i was before i accepted christ. cause i've seen many christians backslided, i've seen many christians acting as though they were like those non-christians. i started doubt the mightiness of our Lord. if Hes really that great, that mighty, then why are there still so many people leaving Him, turning away from Him? why are there people who was once so committed, once all out to serve Him, backslided? when i was walking home with my mum last night, she brought up this issue again. she told me that the presence of God is just a matter of your own imagination. if you think that Hes there, then Hes there. if you think that Hes not there, then Hes not there. then she was asking why do i have to waste time going church every sunday. what she said really made me ponder. i really was on the verge of giving up...
but today's service really brought me back to the right path. im not sure if its my own imagination or isit God speaking to me, really dont know how to differentiate, but for what i know is, this voice really answer my question. the 'voice' was telling me that, the more people turn away from God and backslided, the more you should continue to walk this path with God and SHINE for Him. continue to pray for those people and trust Lord to bring them back. if you were to give up halfway, you are not glorifying God in any way. not only that, many hearts will be stumbled by your actions too. God will not be pleased. you are just showing to others that our God is not so mighty afterall.
that's all i have for you all today. hehe. =)
continue to SHINE for Jesus in every aspect of y0ur life. God Bless You.
[[fel]]
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