so freakily hell tired!!!!!!! everyones lifes will hav their up n downs for sure.n now i am at my lowest pt.totally burnt out.am left wif onli a tiny winy bit of energy left.so weak liao,yet hav to continue wif our life.wad e crap.

yesterdae was somehow a nasty dae for me. if onli i could skip yesterdae....

i feel alone ,because of many things.i feel small,lousy,loser,selfish..all e negatives came attackin me yesterdae.my heart is heavy ..gt no more space liao,yet things juz come squeezing in.ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! i really wanna shout out real loud .but i guess when i am weak,he is strong..

i forsee alot of battles coming along my way,which i hav to whacked it through.donno how am i gonna do it."haha".

got so much to sae,yet i seem to hav lost e ability to express myself.

[shermaine]