juz finished reading miao chen blog .........man,she had an awesome poem.soooooooo TRUE.go read n u will understand..http://greenleavesbrownsticks.blogspot.com/

god definitely gives us chance.BUT there is sort of a limit i guess.e thought of god turning his back on me,juz scary.sometimes,really wonder ,since god loves us sooooooo much,y did he create this earth,where e evil also lives.y didnt he juz created heaven n put all of us there.then we can enjoy LIFE wif him,togther wif him.won't have so much suffering.on top of tt,jesus didnt hav to be nailed to e cross.someone ,please enlighten me.

anyway english paper is TML.gosh.haven't prepare.no materials to prepare.n i can sense e fear in me,so afraid i can't do e paper.wad if no vocab comes out of my blocked mind.wad if i totally freak out n jzu give up.argh!!!!so scared i wont do well.but tonite gonna pray pray pray to cast out e anxiety n fear.then hav a gd nite slp.fight e battle tml,wanna win it beautifully.last but nt least ,going to re-read my past essays.

oh ya,my previous post was like so emo.sry if it bored u .but juz couldnt take it.really needed it to let it out.gd news is,things seems to be working out.i am so sure god heard me.pray tt things will continue to improve.wahahahahha...

[shermaine]