camp happenings...

have been in camp fr tue to thur..really unusual camp.everything was so unexpected.cuz it was lead by god all e way.before even we left for camp site,it started to rain heavily.aft much waitin in tc chapel.e rain stopped.we had to walked all e way to ecp to set up tent.soon,it rain again really like CATS N DOGS!!!had to stay inside tents .our tents flooded wif water.no choice,so moved everything back to tc chapel.set up tent ,then nv use."fun" hor.we slpt in blk 80 for 2 nite.we played a lot of games in e camp.we played human cluedo.fun lor.even though it was 12- 4am.gt to see eejay castin as lin po po.he used every chance to play us.he asked my grp to do taiji wif him,like fools lor.but on e account on e clue ,we did la.keep pokin his stomach.very fun..saw some other ppl who acted really well.guang han is another one who i wan to applaud .born to be a ah beng la.so fierce.i gt to noe a few ppl whom i nt close to before e camp.eg,ivan ,eejay ,yiling,rong hui.i keep jokin or bullyin this ppl ,tts y we noe each other deeper.i bully ronghui until he sae"please let me go.please"haha..this big guy who have a fierce look actually sae plaese.but he entertained me n fel till we laughed ,close to tears.i really wan to thank those ppl whom tolerate our crazy laughter n continued to make us luagh.

now for some serious stuff.one 1st nite.i wan to thank lord.as ps adrian was preachin about a tender n undived heart.he told us we nid our family.holy spirit started to stir in me.holy spirit told me."u nid yr spiritual family,if nt U CANNOT MOVE FAR!!U NID TO CONFESS YR ANGER OR HATRED AGAINST 'EM.EVEN ITS LIKE 0.00001% ONLI."i was so relactant..some how paiseh lor.i am always e one who appears to be very strong de.puttin on e strong front actually.but i wept when i saw e video of "e passion of e christ"see how god lower himself for us.i raise white flag to god la.bo bian,i told myslef if i don go ,then reallly disobeying god.i held fel hand n walked up to siok yit.i don care bout face liao.i cried n confess my frustration n anger infront of her.i humbled myself.went on to every sister to confess of my ugliness.prayed n prayed.soon,e family was together prayin as one ,wif one heart ,one voice,one common goal.every single sis n bro humblin themselves ,crying seekin forgiveness fr one another.holy spirit was strong man!!still prayin when everyone sitted down le.ppl lookin at us wif ? on their face.u maybe thinkin y wan so diu lian..i really don give a damn bout face now.i really wan to see this family GROW SO STRONG,HARD AS METAL!i wan us to walk as A FAMILY.only then we can go far for god,shine for god.i noe e lord has changed our heart to love one another fr tt nite onwards.jus u wait n see, how this family goin to go all out for god as ONE!we hugged one another aft tt,tt simple hug actually meant alot to everyone.symbolise love,care.i think we needed it la.

sry i goin to continue,its ok if u don wan to read.but i think i nid to write to give glory to god.

god didnt juz stop on e 1st nite.e holy spirit worked on e 2nd nite too.sometimes i sae harsh words to ppl n they hurt those ppl somwhow.n one of 'em is my da ge la(alvin).ky shared wif us about e one who brought her to god.she was so grateful to tt person.ltr HS reminded me of alvin.he was e one who put in so much effort to reached out to me n brought me to church n gt me to be saved.yet,i didnt thank him for tt.once again.god wanted me to humbe myself n go to alvin n thanked him.haiz,struggle a bit n pluck my courage n go up to him lor.before finishing my 1st sentence,i wept.so grateful n thankful to him for his love for me la.told him all that was bottled inside me.those touching stuff.haha..nt like me la.he also very touched.but very paiseh to cry infront of him.we prayed for each other intensely.i claim that prayer. i noe we will continue to grow n love each other even more as a family.we will be more sensitive to one another.

sum up e things,lord taught me alot of things.e big word is "family"..in everything we do,we nid to work as a family.we nid one another,no matter how strong u maybe.