terrible week
hey guys..im back here to blog again after one week of fasting of computer for MOL..=)
well..the fasting week was very terrible..not only i felt tempted to use the computer..many problems popped out too..dont think i will sure the datails of my problems here..
i havent been sleeping really well for that fasting week..no matter how tired i was..my eyes just couldn't be shut..hence..i only got to sleep less than 5 hours per day..that's not the worst part..the worst part is..the people i invited for MOL last minute sms me and said that they couldnt make it..but thank God..i am still able to find friends to come and watch the show at the very last minute..
i am very sure God has planted seed in every single person that had went for the show..its just a matter of time the seed will start to grow..=)
today was the most terrible day i felt for this whole week..the day started off pretty well..service was great..was feeling very tired initially..but was energiesd after drinking a can of coke..
pastor khong didnt preach really much today..the three main points for today's service is believe..drink and thirst for holy spirit..
when pastor khong was praying for his 144 and youthnet 144..i could feel my legs shaking uncontrollably..and my heart was aching but i just couldnt cry..
when everybody was praying..i kept questioning God cause i was doubting about his presence..but soon..he proved to me he is really present..tears was beating around in my eyes..
in the evening..i was so happy that my whole family is going for MOL..at first..my sis didnt want to go..but after much persuation..she finally agreed to come..but things just wouldnt end perfectly..half way through the show..my dad wanted to leave..cause he felt very bored and he dont understand chinese..thus my whole family left half way through the show..i felt so disappointed..i was crying silently the whole journey back home..i asked God why things like that still happens no matter how much or how hard i pray for my family..is God testing my faith?i really had no idea..nothing seems to go right for the whole of this week..
well..the fasting week was very terrible..not only i felt tempted to use the computer..many problems popped out too..dont think i will sure the datails of my problems here..
i havent been sleeping really well for that fasting week..no matter how tired i was..my eyes just couldn't be shut..hence..i only got to sleep less than 5 hours per day..that's not the worst part..the worst part is..the people i invited for MOL last minute sms me and said that they couldnt make it..but thank God..i am still able to find friends to come and watch the show at the very last minute..
i am very sure God has planted seed in every single person that had went for the show..its just a matter of time the seed will start to grow..=)
today was the most terrible day i felt for this whole week..the day started off pretty well..service was great..was feeling very tired initially..but was energiesd after drinking a can of coke..
pastor khong didnt preach really much today..the three main points for today's service is believe..drink and thirst for holy spirit..
when pastor khong was praying for his 144 and youthnet 144..i could feel my legs shaking uncontrollably..and my heart was aching but i just couldnt cry..
when everybody was praying..i kept questioning God cause i was doubting about his presence..but soon..he proved to me he is really present..tears was beating around in my eyes..
in the evening..i was so happy that my whole family is going for MOL..at first..my sis didnt want to go..but after much persuation..she finally agreed to come..but things just wouldnt end perfectly..half way through the show..my dad wanted to leave..cause he felt very bored and he dont understand chinese..thus my whole family left half way through the show..i felt so disappointed..i was crying silently the whole journey back home..i asked God why things like that still happens no matter how much or how hard i pray for my family..is God testing my faith?i really had no idea..nothing seems to go right for the whole of this week..
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