i am too independent????
last nite, chat wif mummy ky till almost 2 am..it was a chat wif substance.we tok bout lots of stuff.juz share some main pt here, which i think really hit me hard on e face..
she said i was too INDEPENDENT.at 1st, i thought to myself.isnt being independent a gd thing.she emphasize again"u r too independent".she said tt was my weak pt n tts make it an advantage for e devil.
i was like dumbfounded..how she find out?she said i rely on my own strength[man strength] too much.i don believe in god tt he can perform miracles..i totally agreed wif wad she said.i think i am still like tt now.
i started to question her.next yr i will be havin my o lvl.how am i gonna go to church n still do well in studies.cuz its like on sundae,i spend my whole dae outside,travel to n fro expo,service etc..so e dae is like gone.but my non christian frenz will hav e whole of sundae to revise n do some practice.some sort of lose out!i also told her,if next yr history paper is on mondae.i wont wan to attend service on e sundae.bcuz i nid time to memorise.n on logical thiking,if u don study ,how r u goin to do well.tts e normal ppl thinkin,n i think some of u agree wif me.but ky said"ya tts yr biggest prob.u r too logical.god said tt i can do far more u can imagine.so u hav to claim n believe lor"she continued to "reasoned " out wif me.in e end,i feel tt its time i surrender everything to god n simply reply on him,no longer on my own strength.man can only do limited stuff!
immediately,i told ky i will go for dec cell advance..some of u might be wondering wads so difficult bout goin for cell advance.e prob is my a math retest is on 28 th dec which clash wif cell advance which is on 26-28 dec.e paper is so damn imporatant.if i fail again,i hav to drop amath next yr.on e other hand, cell advance is as impt, its a god thing!!ky told me it was a simple decision n i already noe e ans to tt prob.juz tt i dare'nt face up to it.i decided to go for cell advance ,e simple reason is,its e most practical step n e start to rely on god.i trust god tt when i honour him ,he will honour me too!he will blessed my results.of cuz, now i nid to put in e extra effort to practice for my amath.its 100% man n 100% god.i am sure e results tt come out will satisfy both god n man.e gd results will be a testimony of my faith!
i wan to thank mummy ky for pointing out my weakness.i hav be denying it for a very long time.she woke me up.big lesson learnt!
ppl juz wait n see
shermaine !!!
she said i was too INDEPENDENT.at 1st, i thought to myself.isnt being independent a gd thing.she emphasize again"u r too independent".she said tt was my weak pt n tts make it an advantage for e devil.
i was like dumbfounded..how she find out?she said i rely on my own strength[man strength] too much.i don believe in god tt he can perform miracles..i totally agreed wif wad she said.i think i am still like tt now.
i started to question her.next yr i will be havin my o lvl.how am i gonna go to church n still do well in studies.cuz its like on sundae,i spend my whole dae outside,travel to n fro expo,service etc..so e dae is like gone.but my non christian frenz will hav e whole of sundae to revise n do some practice.some sort of lose out!i also told her,if next yr history paper is on mondae.i wont wan to attend service on e sundae.bcuz i nid time to memorise.n on logical thiking,if u don study ,how r u goin to do well.tts e normal ppl thinkin,n i think some of u agree wif me.but ky said"ya tts yr biggest prob.u r too logical.god said tt i can do far more u can imagine.so u hav to claim n believe lor"she continued to "reasoned " out wif me.in e end,i feel tt its time i surrender everything to god n simply reply on him,no longer on my own strength.man can only do limited stuff!
immediately,i told ky i will go for dec cell advance..some of u might be wondering wads so difficult bout goin for cell advance.e prob is my a math retest is on 28 th dec which clash wif cell advance which is on 26-28 dec.e paper is so damn imporatant.if i fail again,i hav to drop amath next yr.on e other hand, cell advance is as impt, its a god thing!!ky told me it was a simple decision n i already noe e ans to tt prob.juz tt i dare'nt face up to it.i decided to go for cell advance ,e simple reason is,its e most practical step n e start to rely on god.i trust god tt when i honour him ,he will honour me too!he will blessed my results.of cuz, now i nid to put in e extra effort to practice for my amath.its 100% man n 100% god.i am sure e results tt come out will satisfy both god n man.e gd results will be a testimony of my faith!
i wan to thank mummy ky for pointing out my weakness.i hav be denying it for a very long time.she woke me up.big lesson learnt!
ppl juz wait n see
shermaine !!!
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