Sunday, November 26, 2006

i am healed!

i really believe tt when i am weak,he becomes strong.this was so true when i went for service todae.at 1st during worship,i didnt wan to sing.so i kept quiet.also donno y la.these few days,juz feel so tired.wadever i do ,also like gt no purpose.do it for e sake of doin.but when e 3rd or 4th was sung.iwept !i feel so guilty of letting god down n i grieved e holy spirit.i think this really angered god!i "abandon" god when i am down.sucky attitude.

as e sermon went on,i was so empowered by e word.slowly,i was recharged !i believed tt god will heal me at this service ,before i leave e hall.onli todae, i learnt tt god died on e cross for all our diseases n sickness. i think tt includes spiritual sickness.eg,feelin tired wif god.we nid to believe tt god WILL heal us, its already stated in e bible.we nid to believe tt we hav received wad we hav asked for in our prayer n it will be given to us!when e pastor asked us to go to e alter for healings.i was relauctant.muz be e devil.haha..but fel persuaded me to go.so i did.

a lady prayed for me ! i requested her to pray for my muscle ache ,which was super bad.i couldnt lift up my left arm.e muscles were all like cramped together.aft her prayer,i tried lifting,but to no avail.still hurts alot.next ,ps khong insrtucted us to pray in tongues for 1 min.haha.guess wad.i tried lifting my arm! I LIFTED WIF A LITTLE EFFORT N IT DIDNT HURT MUCH! hallelujah!!!god heals .however,e devil was up to no gd,he was tellin me tt its juz my own psychology effects.i think too much ,maybe its a coincedence.immediately, ps khong said "don be fooled by e devil.he is deceiveing u.trust in god tt he is e one who heals".my spirit juz encouraged me on to believe.god really heals.we no nid to convince me to heal us.we juz nid to entrust him wif out pain n he will heal us.all we nid is to pray n believe.i was intoxicated wif joy when god healed me.HE IS REAL!

even though ,i still hav muscle aches in other parts of my body.i will pray to him.he will heal.i juz wan to believe.
shermaine

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