today it finally rain.but e weather is super weird la.early in e morning,it was hot like mad.then around ten plus,icy cold gushing wind started to blow against my face.n it started to rain,nt drizzle or shower but big drops of rain.jumped for joy ,when e weather became so cool.but my joy didnt last long.cause afternoon,e sun was scorching hot again.sian

i really wonder where u standing now....strong? weak? how r u? seems like u avoiding me.sad.but i tryin my best nt to let u affect me.cause god is helping me overcome.pray tt u will see e true light SOON!

[shermaine]