hais hais. was at home these past few days. lying on the bed, lying on the sofa, thoughts running through my mind. what am i really seeking in life? see the things that i had done during these 4 weeks of holiday, i really dont know the answer.

another thing is, when we havent got what we want, by all means, we would try our best to get it. but when we finally got it, the desire to have will fade away. im that sort of person. hais. really dont know what's exactly happening to me. dont feel like explaining and dont know how to explain also.

really need to find some time to sort out my thoughts.

[[fel]]